I was actualy waiting for her reguler call..bt it seemes she alrdy slept by nw...we'll smtimes she does..js get along with the slp without her knwldg..since I knw I dnt mind it.usualy.
bt today I js feel like typing smthing..I js feel like cryin really..I wndr..do I desrv her?do I deserve nybody like her?I am nt that good..I wish I could be bit more.charm..so.that I could love her without making her feel shame..of having a nasty boyfrnd...
I was abt to be a depression patient befor meeting with her..bt she picked me up..she made me smile again...dream again..and...feel being loved again...
thanks honey...I wish I could be with you for ever......eventhough I knw I will have to leav you once n you.wil find a bettr match...
love you lots dear..I feel pretty bad that I cnt exaxctly express what I feel for you..due to lack of a god vocabulary...
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