i miss lot ..

hi...
I have got a msg in my mob almost 2 months back and i feel it was one f the most b'ful i havew ever got. Whennever i see that, it just pricks my herat..really lovely. i will jus text it here for you. I'm sure you will like it...if you had a good college time..

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I'm sitting and thinking hard about life..How it changed from simple college life to strict professional life..
How pocket money changed to huge monthly pay cheques,,but gives less happiness...

How a few local jeans changed to a branded wardrobe..butless occassions to use them..

How a single plate of samosa changed to a full pizsa..but hunger is less..

How roadside teas changed to CCD and Barista..but feel like it';s not that refreashing...

Things have changed a lot..but feel like going back..May be this is the truthof journey called life.."

Is this amazing??Dunno who is the writer of this msg..but he/she has done a wonderful job!!

Whennneve I see this msg...I miss....
My roomates..who were with me for almost 4 years.. who helped me in a 100 ways to survive in my worst conditions...who offered dresses when i didn't have much.....who offered money when i didn't have a cent...who offfered their company even though i was too week among them...
My first love....who picked me up when i was in a deep depression...who came by me when there was nobody to sit with me whennever i feel lonely....who taught me love is to express ,and not to keep inside...
My best friend,who tourned to my sweet heart for almost 1 yr.....who wiped all my sadness thru her beautiful smile....thru her presence...company.....whom i shared all my tea time with....
My classmates......who treated me as thier friend eventhough i was a big zero in the class...who shared their lunch for almost for years....who beared me all the possible way.....

Those all are sentimental....and when it comes to the practical level...
I don't have regular contact with my room mates..somebody call sometimes....but I'm sure when ther's a need,evrybody will join togethor..
I dunno where my first love is.After marriage there's no conctn with her. She's such a girl i know..she may be right from her side...."don't keep any relation withx-bf" hm
The later girl....I know where she is..but..she won't talk to me anymore. The ending was in a worst way...
My classmates.....You know my 27 mates were gils among the 30. Most of them got married..rest of them busy in getting married....so that's it. As far as they are concerned...no more classmates...friends.

Sometimes i do wish i could go back.....and restart my college life... anybody else????????

love hurts..

js now only I came to rom after a long journey from my home town. As soon as I entered inside,I picked my hand mirror and looked at my face..and I jus asked my self," do I look good?" the immediate answer from my mind was this..
"no..infrank not at all"

I just wonder..what are the criterias for her love me...a short,unfair,non talkativ,unattractive fellow?


I had a great time today. eventhough the way is to long,I didn't feel it..instead I jus wished I could travel one more hr..becoz it was so swet to travel in an almost empty bus with my sweet heart.....
i'm not gonna tel what we were doing by sitting together in an empty bus,bt I cn say..we were js loving each other all the way..

I dunno about her...but I hav fallen in deep love with her eventhough I knw it's gona end up in a short time.same age..different relegion..financial.imbalance(i'm to low)..and I may ned to move abroad to find a better job..everything is against and i'm pretty sure my heart will break one day...but I wish atleast she would wish me on my b'days!